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My name is Kelsey and I am currently 18 years old living in good old California. Freshman in college. Amazing boyfriend of two years.
I’ve always wanted to lose weight. I was never the skinny one. I never though of myself to be beautiful or worthy of a boyfriend. The only one who truly understands how i feel is myself.
I want to lose weight. For me. So i can look in the mirror and see how beautiful i am. When i lose my weight i will be proud of what i have doe.
To anyone who is struggling with weight loss or having a lose of inspiration talk to me. I know exactly how that feels.
My inspirations?
to feel beautiful during my four years of college.
so when guys look at me when i am with my boyfriend they get jealous of how lucky he is to be with me.
for the guy who never liked me back, so he can see what he missed out on.
to have all the girls who hated me in high school look at me with envy.
to have someone sit and look at my profile pictures and wish they could look like me.
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i am tired of looking at other girls bodies for inspiration, I want to be their inspiration. If i can do this then anyone can.
